bet on this

2007-01-16 @ 8:08 p.m.

had a great day yesterday
not so great today

it's like the explanation of a gambling addiction in "Two for the Money" - gamblers don't win because they don't want to - they want to lose - because only then do they feel their worth - only then do they feel alive.

why go looking to lose?

i'm done being a part of something that goes up for wager

i'm tired

i'm no longer writing for me...this found me now...peace

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