just not enough

2006-10-26 @ 1:23 p.m.

how does it get to this point?
this point of utter helplessness?
misunderstanding
conflict
confusion
i'm exhausted from the effect of all those words on my body.
i'm at a point where i can barely function in my personal life, with family, at work.
its a breaking point - the final straw i see slowly floating to the surface to break it - i see it but yet i can't do anything about it.
being who i am is just never quite enough.
i have to be me and who i think i am as well as who they want me to be.
too many expectations.
too much meaning we create that doesn't exist that doesn't need to be there that only causes heartache and more questions.
i need to know who i am not who i am in relation to who he is or she is.
its just not right.
sometimes love is not enough.
sometimes a paycheck is not enough.
sometimes blood is not enough.
sometimes i cant be enough.



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