...i really do not know

2006-03-14 @ 7:13 p.m.

i'm terrified in an amazimgly beautifully painfully way.
terrified of what has been, what is, and what will come. love is too simple of a monosyllabic word to possibly sum up all that i am feeling. yet there is nothing else. i have a love that i fear to lose and a love that i can not ignore. i just don't know what i am doing anymore. i just don't know. i'm in love...twice over...simultaneously...equally...is that possible?
i've been told that it is. that there are too many types of love to be had in a lifetime to have just one. so how is it that i feel so alone?? words just can not do it justice. i need help.



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