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2005-11-03 @ 3:58 p.m. Been a bit under the weather these past couple of days... i was in bed fairly early the other evening tossing and turning with chills then night sweats from fever and it just being plain cold in my apartment. my man, my brother, and his girlfirend were on the couch in the living room watching basketball as i tried desperately to rest. Finally, i settled in - periodically waking up to clear my nose or my bladder. I always have crazy dreams when i sleep like this...towards the early morning I had a dream...a dream in which i was in my old apt. in DC only it was AX in the bedroom laying in bed, a bit groggy and unable to speak. Then...I woke up out of nowhere. It was an hour earlier than normal and had a while before work started. I sat on the couch barely watching TV just thinking about how it had been a minute since i had spoken to AX or even thought about him let alone dreamt about him and wondered if he was doin'alright. He seemed happy to talk to me, happy to get my postcard written in spanish from Spain, happy that i had left him a voicemail when i returned. i'm feeling a bit better...went into work late and left eary...so here i am at home recovering enough so i can make my man's clothing launch party later tonight. i leave for LA on saturday, then off to vegas where i meet up with my man and attend an event (courtesy of a quite generous cool ass client) that i have always wanted to attend perhaps because of the way my Dad could illustrate them so vividly with words...a heavyweight title championship bout. i'm a bit out of it. |
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